Wakeup calls

#Wakeup_calls
So for the fact that I experienced two deaths in two consecutive days.... I decided to take a much deeper look on what's happening and try to figure out the moral behind it..... I decided to experiment something..... I decided to live one day with a strong belief that I would die at the end of it. I found myself changing accordingly. My prayers, my words, my response  to my parents' orders, and even my thoughts. I found myself withdrawing from many sins I used to consider as a part of my daily life. I found myself feeling allah's presence in every step I take even if noone is watching me. And when the day ended and i was still alive, i felt thankful for the fact that i still have the  chance to change and add value to my life and other people's lives.

So I came up to this conclusion. The fact that Some deaths are actually wake up calls for those who are still alive and still have the chance to change....they are allah's way to tell us that maybe our end is so close and that nothing is guaranteed in this life....they break us down so that when we come to heal, we know how to put the pieces in the right shape.
Life is in vain if we didn't know what we're living for.....life is in vain if we didn't know why we do exist .....life is in vain if we did not  make the right use of every wakeup call from allah....
It's healthy to break down, to feel frustrated, depressed and lose your desire to live, but in the end if you didn't understand the moral behind all this then it's useless  to feel it from the beginning !!
Death is just a wakeup call for those who are living to know that they still have the chance to start all over again and trust the magic of beginning !!
Don't wait for the upcoming death to feel that it's time to change. ...don't feel the enthusiasm only for the few days following the tragedy then go back to your old life style....make use of allah's wakeup calls because maybe oneday you'll be another person's wakeup call...