Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Because at some point........

Because At some point we don't  have the power to forgive....we don't have the power to move on....or to act normally like nothing is going wrong.....

because at some point we lose our faith in people....we mute our inner voice that used to tell us "one day they will change to the better".....we feel indifferent.....we feel hopeless !

Because at some point we stop holding on to things that have  always been a source of our misery. .....we stop holding on to people who are professionals in doing what hurts us.....
Because at some point it feels ridiculous to blame....to say you're tired....to make them know how bad it feels like.....or to make them understand that they are just losing you !!
Because at some point we no longer feel comfortable with people....we don't even feel comfortable when we're all alone.....we reach that point of "discomfort"......we can no longer find something or someone who can get us out of all this !!
When we reach this point....it becomes so hard to hide what we feel.....it becomes so hard to pretend like everything is going well....
When we reach this point. ....we tend not to talk about what we feel....we always tend to escape from people asking what's wrong.....we always tend to freak out if someone noticed us while we were about to break down !!
It seems good to stay strong....to act like everything is ok even if it's not.....but staying always strong is sometimes not an option.....sometimes we lose our ability to stay strong....to bear what we used to bear. ....or to believe that those people who got used to hurting us can actually stop doing this   oneday !!

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